Long time no see!

It has been absolutely ages since I have written on here but thought I would give it a go. I am not really much of a blogger....I tend to only write on there when there are dramas in my life.....and there aren't really any at the moment.

I just read through my previous posts and I find it hard to believe what a sad sack I was! I must have actually been quite painful to be around during that time and so I apologise. It really is hard to believe when you are in the middle of it that you will ever come out the other side and now I read all that I wrote and just think..."Fuck Carrie, get over it already". Oh well...at least I have managed to move on from that.

And on a similar vein I have decided to turn over a new leaf. I know I got a bit defensive when it was suggested to me but I do realise that what this person had to say was valid and that I should have paid more attention.....you know who you are :P I did take it on board at the time, but I guess it is one of those things...no one like to be "told" what to do, you really just have to figure it out in your own time. I am finally going to take some time for myself and remove myself from the "game" for a while. I am tired of guys who don't know what they want, can't decide what they want, aren't ready for a relationship, can't commit, want to go to the UK to shag other girls etc etc I will just have none of them instead and do my own thing and spend time with my mates. I am not really sure what the outcome of all this will be, but it can't be any worse than now, so I figure it will have to be better. And you never know if you don't try :)

On another note, I am very much looking forward to tomorrow and having my first ever gathering at my new place. It will be wicked!

I am going to try and blog more often too...perhaps that can be another leaf that I can turn over?