It has been absolutely ages since I have written on here but thought I would give it a go. I am not really much of a blogger....I tend to only write on there when there are dramas in my life.....and there aren't really any at the moment.
I just read through my previous posts and I find it hard to believe what a sad sack I was! I must have actually been quite painful to be around during that time and so I apologise. It really is hard to believe when you are in the middle of it that you will ever come out the other side and now I read all that I wrote and just think..."Fuck Carrie, get over it already". Oh well...at least I have managed to move on from that.
And on a similar vein I have decided to turn over a new leaf. I know I got a bit defensive when it was suggested to me but I do realise that what this person had to say was valid and that I should have paid more attention.....you know who you are :P I did take it on board at the time, but I guess it is one of those things...no one like to be "told" what to do, you really just have to figure it out in your own time. I am finally going to take some time for myself and remove myself from the "game" for a while. I am tired of guys who don't know what they want, can't decide what they want, aren't ready for a relationship, can't commit, want to go to the UK to shag other girls etc etc I will just have none of them instead and do my own thing and spend time with my mates. I am not really sure what the outcome of all this will be, but it can't be any worse than now, so I figure it will have to be better. And you never know if you don't try :)
On another note, I am very much looking forward to tomorrow and having my first ever gathering at my new place. It will be wicked!
I am going to try and blog more often too...perhaps that can be another leaf that I can turn over?
Saturday, May 31, 2008
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I think you should retract you 'apology for being a sad sack'. you are human after all, and you're entitled to feel hurt and feel pain. Why is it seen as a bad thing to feel sad things from time to time? It's helathy, and it's how we cope.If your friends can't be there for you when you're down who can? So apologie not accepted, take it back! :P
As for the 'new Carrie', the girl who dutifuly writes blog postings and entertains her friend in her fabulous new apartment, I say BRING IT ON!!
Looking forward to checing it out! XXOO
My only advice, never, I repeat never tell 'that person' they're right otherwise you're receive more tellings off :)
Just kidding. I recieved my first real telling off recently and it was in much the same way. I didn't want to hear it, but it needed to be said.
See ya tonight.
Glad to have you back in the blogosphere.
I think in both cases you'll find that whoever "told you off" (and I guarantee that's not how they felt about it) was concerned for people they love. But you both know that.
Interestingly though, as a child you'd get told off when you'd done something wrong.
See you people tonight where we can no doubt critique communication styles! :)
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