Well I am sorry to keep banging on about the same crap again and again, but I have another installment in the break-up saga for you. Today Tony messaged asking for my address in order to send me the tickets to Ben lee he bought me for my birthday. I had given him the option of us all still going together...that his him, me, Ash and Bryce, but he has decided it is too awkward and he doesn't want to go anymore. Fair enough. I call him and apprently he does not want to be friends either anymore as in his experience it "does not work". I message him my address along with "I don't understand why you are acting like this and I don't know what I did to deserve to be treated so poorly by you now" - no reply.
I update my Facebook status to " Carrie is surprised and disappointed by the poor treatment she has received, but it makes it far easier to move on and get over it". When I get home tonight I discover that I have been removed from the Facebook friend list of Ash. I know in the grand scheme of things it means nothing, however, I do notice that she did not delete any of you from Facebook, just me. I really don't understand what I have done wrong and why I am being treated this way. It makes me so very upset and I don't understand why. I want to call and ask why and what is going on, but there seems to be no point. I just don't know what to do now. I am finding it so hard to get past all this crap. I think I am ok, but then something else happens. I don't know what is going on anymore and I am just so unhappy. I don't want to feel like this anymore
1 comments:
You've broken up, which means you've broken up... The only way you could both be friends is if neither of you wanted the other back, but that's not the case. You feel more for him than he feels for you, and as a friend, that'd be hard to deal with. How awkward would you feel if a guy had a crush on you that you weren't interested in?
I can understand where he's coming from. Remember, he's done nothing wrong... you just weren't the right one for him, even though you thought he was for you, and that's hard to deal with.
I honestly think that the break should be clean and complete, otherwise it gets confusing.
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